"Oh lover,
Hold on. 'Till I come back again. . .
For these arms are growin' tired.
And my tales are wearing thin."
~ Reachel Yamagata [link]

Hey. It's been a while. . .
I've recentely decided that I am going to love myself the way I should be. For as long as I can remember, I've always hated myself. For personal reasons I'd rather not show. But no more! . . . I want to treat myself the way I should be treated: with respect, some pampering and with self-confidence. I want to change. I hope you will encourage me to do so.
And another thing. I've discovered something eles that I love as well: writing. It's so much fun and it relieves my tension slightly. It's so relaxing. You should try it. But that doesn't mean I've stopped drawing. No, in fact, I think i've improved from practicing so much. But I don't know if i am gonna continue with my story "Luv Me". I've finished doing the rough draft of the whole story, but I don't know whether i'll post it. But I do know that i'm gonna be posting inspirational pictures of the things that happened in the story "Love Me" and in other stories of mine.
I've also discovered painting. I used to do it a long time ago, but stopped. Now i'm starting again. It's so enjoyable. . . It's quite different from photoshop as well, so that's good. It's something different.

And another thing, I want to know whats going on with you guys. Anything big going on with you? Something small but it still means a lot to you? Or is it that ya just want to talk for shits and giggles? If so, talk to me! I'd love to reply.

I wont be posting anytime soon. I have too much to do. It's school mostly, but im thinking of doing other things too. Im probably gonna make my own web site because im starting to sell stuff. I'll create the link to the web site when it's finished. Promise you'll look okay?

even though I have a great life?

I am bored.
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THE INUYASHA ANIME SERIES IS BACK!!!! Yes, it is back. A few years ago they stopped the anime series of Inyuasha because the ratings were low. (too many fillers...) But now they are back and they aren't gonna show any fillers anytime soon! I am so happy! Because Inuyasha was the very first manga series I ever read. And when I saw that the anime series was canceled, I was so pissed! But when my sis, ( another extremely obbsessed inuyasha fan. lol ) told me they were gonna start again, I was dancing like the nerd I am! Their gonna start with episodes again sometime this month, so anyone who's an Inuyasha fan better start lookin'. ... So yeah, im happy!


And in case your wondering, school is less stressful now! ^__^ So ... yeah....

BAI BAI!

I want summer back. School makes me sttressed. To the point where it's unhealthy. Has anyone ever noticed that they feel relaxed and happy during summer, but during school it's nothing but STRESS and WORK!?! I DEFINATELY DO! But don't get me wrong. I love my classes. I have almost all of my friends with me! But school hates me. I haven't been sleeping much this whole week. So by the end of school im about ready to collaps. Not to mention im surrounded by pretty skinny bitches who think that their fat, ugly or they keep blabbing about their suckish personal lives. STFU! I love to help people when it comes to problems. It makes me feel better that my friends are happy. But sometimes, it's too much! Not to mention, I never get to talk about anything else. Apparentely, people don't care about how im doing, or how im feeling or if somethings wrong with me! Nope. God, people are REALLY HORRIBLE sometimes, y'know? And btw, i really hate it when girls say their ugly/fat and their probably thinking their hot so they just want some attention. Has any normal girl EVER experienced this!?! If so, i'm with ya girl! I'm with you.

...God, im tired. And I have a unrightious amount of homework that im probably gonna fail. D:
Wow, i sound really emo. Lol. Sorry, i just need to talk ( or write? ) things out. Y'know?
Btw, wont be updating anytime soon... To busy. Again sorry.

~ BYZ